eat diamonds for breakfast and shine all day.

i'm done procrastinating...

i'm sick of the "i'll do it later"..all the "i'm so tired" bullshit...and definitely the "nothing to talk about also.."

i'm just going to post up the pics from amar's bday

PLUS..

siang's 18th bday party...

AND..

dina's farewell...

so i'm gonna just post everything up in a big jumble..and u r gonna have to decipher which pics belong to which event...

AMAR's 18th bday...

the theme was BLACK & WHITE!!

i guess my pretty white dress came in handy after all..=D

DELIIII!!!

kah mun!!

HAHAHHA..CLEMENT and the great GAN..

with my baby deli...seriously..what would i do without you?

libby..steph..rachel..

this one neeeds no introduction here...

jesse..sofia..roshern..and sarah..i think?

amar and his babes..

the PE5 gang!!

birthday bOYYYY!!!

hahahaha..just look at siang's face..

ahahhaha..JAMES!!

me smooching deli..

deli smooching me..

deli and i both smooching libbyy...=S???

with libbyyy

with pui may...

birthday boy and gay partner...shaun..

roshern..!!

dexter...!!

steph and yindran!!!

KIMCHIII!!!..acting tough..

HAHAHAHAHAHA...

the hat does NOT complement my marilyn-monroe-esque dress...

amar and his cake..and btw..amar is pronounce..A-MER...like ARMOUR..hahahahha...just that he's not shiny!!!

feeding his little cousin..

PE5 again..

with the sometimes hot guy/girl..because from different angles he looks like a really pretty woman..

shaun and i both in white!

kena thrown in pool..

thomas..

kubain...or at least thats how i THINK his name is spelt..

elias...also in WHITEE!!!...YAY WHITE TEAM!!!

kianti...

HAHAHAHHA..shing looks damn constipated and happy..

steph and half the china gang..=D

HAPPY SWEET 18th AMAR!!!!!...HOPE YOU HAD FUN!!!!!

i miss you already..i'm so sorry..

over the next few days..i'm very sure everyone will be seeing loads of blog posts about the same as mine..


who could possibly deny the effect you have imposed on our lives..


who could not miss your presence and your joy..


i'm going to miss you fardina fuad..


fardina fuad whom i shared my life with for the past three years...


fardina fuad who will ALWAYS always have a place in my heart...i swear no one else could possibly touch nor reach...


all the times we shared..

a)sex-talk in class..


b)me biting your arm and u slapping my head..


c)AMOEBA!


d)ishak's tuition


e)break-ups and melt-downs..


f)me annoyingly whining about my significant other and you just zoning out and highlighting sejarah textbook..


g)both of us seeing each other EVERYDAY in school and EVERYDAY after school for tuition...


h)going to get our prom dress clothes and beads and shit and ending up in YOU gettin a completely different colour and ME a completely different dress...


i)i-love-henry-so-much-i-could-lick-his-nerdy-stick-of-wonder!


j)me teaching you how to say FUCK in the ten different languages..

eg. english : FUCK!

malay : BABI ENGKAU!

chinese: TIU LEI!

tamil : FUCKERPURENGGEI!

thai : WADDAFAKAP!!!!

french: Le FUCKZ!!

italian: FUCKERONI!


k)dealing with SPF..nuff said.



l)'selamat sejahtera pn saik-O!!'



m)'DO NOT INTERRUP MY TWAIN OF TOTS!!'



n)'i hope the lizard will SHIT into his big mouth!!'



o)listening to your cheer rants..and helping you with your cheers...=]



p)discussing 'THE BUNNY'



q)classic....SINS TO MY EARS!!!/EYES!!!!


r)planning the afterparty and having the world tell us we can't do it and proving them wrong..


s)i laugh till thw whole school hears me and u and xin and lina try your best to make me stop...


t)singing in class...doesn't matter who listens..we jsut sing..even tho we suck...


u)playing stupid games in class with xin and alina like think of words which starts with the previous wrd's last letter...hahahahahahha..



and through all these times you stuck through...


through my lastt two years..you held my hand along with xin and lina..


you held on so tight to let me know i'm not alone..


so i'm gonna hold on to yours too dina..


i never really told you how much you meant to me...


i never really thought i had to...i thought you would know...


i thought i had more time with you..


i took for granted that you would be around...


and now i'm jsut going to say it..

dina..thanks for everything...

friends like you...don't appear very often..

and when i look back at my life in DJ...

my two years spent with you with xin and lina...was better than my five years with anyone else..

except siang lar of course...=D

you might not know it..but i wouldn't have been able to live through the two years without attempting some form of suicide without you and the girls...

i'm going to miss you dina...

and i'm going to regret for life that i didn't put in more effort with you..

but i will ALWAYS always keep you in my heart..

so one day...when they are little may ee's running around..[no hope for world peace by then]

i'll tell them...this is aunty fardina...she changed my life...she makes people smile..and she makes me laugh...

and yes...when i do get married..i'll tell you in the back of the car..=]

this is what we were all about...

i hope all goes smoothly for you...

be the hot sexy boss fucking lawyer who kicks ass and sucks money that i know you will be...

i might be coming to US anyways...so who knows? might just see you there!!!=D

i love you dinabanana...have fun and take care...hope you like your present..=]

so i'm back..miss me?!

so i decided to sort of hide my blog for a while because my dad found it recently..

and any dad wouldn't be proud of this daughter's language..

now that everything should probably be forgotten..i'm reopening the blog cause i've got some things to say...

first off...

happy birthday karate monster!..=]

i hope u liked your present...i worked hard..=D

secondly...

i REALLY need a rest from all this SHIT that has been happening..

i really do not give a flying fuck...[however do inform me if u ever found out how to fuck while flying]..about all of ANYONE's drama...

you might have the misinformed mindset of thinking that i might actually give a damn about all this shit..

but i dO NOT!!...

i do not WANT TO CARE!!! DO NOT WANT TO BE DRAGGED INTO IT!!..

and i therefore BEG U...ALL OF YOU to just let me stay out...

i also BEG YOU..to LEAVE my BF out of this as well becoz i have had ENOUGH...

yes..i do not have the courage and strenght to confront each and every one of u..

i need to save up all i have left to get through this weekend...

i do not have the energy to face anymore of this...

i cannot afford to lose anymore friends...i'm losing one already...

so please...i beg u...hear me out and leave us alone....

i just need some time...

thank you.