happy birthday to me!!!!

i'm really sorry for the lack of updates..

but i PROMISE i will update about my birthday celebration soon!!!

REALLY SOON!!!

i PROMISEEE!!!=D

anyways...i'm stil lazy to take pics of my old clothes that i want to sell..

but as soon as i have the energy to take my lazy butt off my cool rotating superman chair..

i will post it here and prollie on selltrade too..

and plsplspls come buy my yucky stuff okay?!

btw..diamonds are a girl's best friend..but you are my first sweet love..

i love the cheese cake..but even more with a diamond ring on it..

heehee..

it's vintage darling!!

i'm sure everyone knows about nurin..

the 8 year old girl who was found in a bag with a cucumber and brinjal in her vagina..

and honestly..i'm outraged with the way people are treating this matter..

the newspaper report about like its the first time this has ever happened..

NO...don't get me wrong..

i feel devastated over her death..

i love kids..

i really do..they make me smile when they smile..

they make me feel alive..in this dead world..

but the thing i'm really angry about is this..

this sort of child abuse and murder cases has happened before..

yet...it is only after this one particular murder..

that people are starting to take notice of the insanity that has fallen upon our society..

in case you didn't read the papers yesterday..

let me qoute you a phrase that the STAR newspaper reporter wrote on the cover story..

"After the tragic death of Nurin Jazlin Jazimin, police have promised to step uo security at pasar malams and public places; parents are keeping a close watch on children and residents are asking for fencd play areas and more lighting."

do u know why i highlighted the phrase in blue?

because it says..AFTER the death of ONE girl..

ONLY then do the freaking police promise to step up security..

ONLY then do the parents keep close watch on children

ONLY then the residents are asking for fenced play areas..

WHAT KIND OF IDIOCY IS THIS?!?!?!?!?

and another thing that really pissed me off was this..

there was a 'how to keep your children safe' sort of guideline thingy on pg 5

and one of the things they ask you to do when your child goes missing is..

LODGE A POLICE REPORT RIGHT AWAY...

LODGE A FUCKING REPORT?!?!?

those fucking idiots had the NERVE to tell JAZIMIN ABDUL JALIL and his wife to wait 24HOURS before reporting because it might be a waste of their TIME!!!

and guess what?!??!

a search party was only elected ONE WEEK AFTER the report was made!!!!

ONE WEEK!!!

and they BLAME THE PARENTS FOR BEING CARELESS!?!?!?!?!??!

WHAT KIND OF STUPID WORLD DO THESE PEOPLE LIVE IN?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

i'm stil really pissed off that EVERYBODY is only acting now!

after ONE little girl had a cucumber and brinjal stuck up her ass!!!

DO U EVEN KNOW HOW MANY TIMES THIS KIND OF FUCKED UP MURDER HAS HAPPENED?!?!?!?!

and guess what?

it seems that one of the solutions to make sure this tragedy does not happen again is to have RUKUN TETANGGA in all housing areas..

let me ask you a question....

if RUKUN FUCKING TETANGGA WORKED..

WHY THE HECK IS THIS EVEN HAPPENING?!?!?!?

WHY DO MORE CHILDREN FACE PAINFUL DEATH EVERY GROWING DAY!?!?!?

if the answer was as simple as a 'RUKUN TETANGGA' watch in every housing area..

then why is it that it is only being executed NOW?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

WHY WASN'T IT ACTIVE BEFORE NURIN's DEATH?!?!?!?!

I'LL TELL YOU WHY!!!!!!!!!!!

its because of the arrogance and ignorance of our society...

and its because of this attitude that so many innocent lil kids die..

from horrifying murders..

i hope..after this one final death..

all other children will not have to suffer the same death..

and may god bless all the souls which had..

the event is nothing..the response is everything

first..i wanna say HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO MY SIS..

TAN MAY SZE!!!

they say pigs live till 25!good luck for the rest of the four years!

i kid..i kid...

u will live to 99 years and haf ten husbands..5 kids and 20 grandchildren with each!=D

anyhoos..i am SO LAZY..

and i know i promised the pics from the weekend

and from my birthday party..

but i'm REALLY TOO LAZY!

so if i do skip school one of these days..

then....

i MIGHT consider posting it up!

heeheee=D

PS..i love all of u..and ching..i feel the 'CHI'

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anyways..i haf another funny story to tell you all..

it jus goes to show that my bf..

who is altho VERY SWEET..and VERY LOVING..

is also VERY STUPID..=D

wanna know why i wasn't 'suprised' at my surprise party?

well..a few incidents caused the problem..

Incident #1

he called like on wednesday and he went..

"maymay..do u like XXX"

and i said..

"why? i mean..i'm okay with XXX larh"

and he said..

"oh..so if lets say i were to haf a party for u..would u want me to invite XXX?"

=.="

Incident #2

we were in ou in the morning..

so i said..

"i need to go home soon..my dad is gonna be home soon"

and he said..

"don't worry..he won't scold you"

and i said..

"how u know?!?!?! my dad is darn effed up larh.."

and he said..

"i just know okay!?!? he won't get angry larh!..its ur birthday party! why would he be angry?"

=.=""

Incident #3

so i was walking around..

and i said

"baby..lets go to guess..i wanna show you the heels i saw the other day! i absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!"

and he said..

"oh..ermm...err..errmm..don't wan larh...go for what?"

and i said..

"i wanna show u!!! in fact..i think i will go get it now.."

and he said..

"don't larh..maybe the others might get it for u..at least jus wait till AFTER lunch..like two o clock liddet..then only go get larh okay?"

=.="""""""""""""""

Incident #4

we were walking around summor..

and i said..

"baby..i'm tired..i jus wanna go back.."

and he said..

"no no..u jus wait for a while more.."

and i said..

"i don't wanna wait!! i'm tired!!! what are we doing here anyways?"

and he said..

"cannot larh!!! the table not full yet!!! u jus wait for a while more okay?! they are coming already!!you want me to call everyone to go home now meh?"

=.="""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""

Incident #5

by this time i already know okay?

he practically confessed everything...=.="

the only detail i didn't know was where it was held..

so we were walking to zara..

he said..

"lets go check out the clothes there! i've not been there for a very long time.."

[goes to prove my bf is also potentially gay..=D]

and i said..

"okay..lets go."

so we were walking and i was about to cross over to the fcuk/ ms read row..

and he suddenly pulls me to walk at the nine west side..

so i said...

"why haf to walk here?"

and he said..

"because...i erm..i err..jus walk this side larh..don't wan to walk by ms read"

=.="

so there u have it..

can u still blame me for not being surprised?

heeheee...

but u know what?

i love you anyways..

because you make the tears go away.

so thank you for making my 17th birthday the funniest of them all..

and thank you for always loving me..

thank you baby..=]

suddenly i see..this is where i wanna be..

hope this helps to put a smile on your face!

so i was talking to joe shen right..

and he was like..

"eh may ee..what's kawaii?"

and i was like..

"what the heck!? how can u not know what is kawaii?"

and he was like

"i dunno larh..really wan!!!"

so i was like..

"kawaii means cute.."

and he was like..

"oh..what kind of language is it wei? is it some kind of hawaiian language? cause like kawaii and hawaii quite same same right?"

and i was like..

"HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!=.=""" its japanese"

and he was like..

"OH!! thank god..i thought u were gonna say english..sure damn malu that time"

did i mention i have rather stupid friends?! HAHAHAHAHAHA

will post up the pics of the weekend later..

XOXO

i know you, i walked with you once upon a dream..

like OH MY GOSH!...

MAMMA MIA is HITTING THE SILVER SCREENS!!!!!!

i super can't wait!!!!

sporting stars like meryl streep..PIERCE BROSNAN..colin firth..amanda seyfried!!!!!

OMGOSHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

i feel like i'm gonna faint from running around in my pyjammies all day screaming

"MAMMA MIA!! HERE I GO AGAIN!!!"

to anyone who would or would not listen to me..

which happens to only be my aunt..=.="

and she doesn't want to talk to me anymore

cause she hates the song now..=D

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anyways..gonna be tailor hunting tomorrow with chingy and dina..

expect loads of camwhoring pics okay?!

heeheeXD

and if you're asking why i'm not supporting turtle in his futsal thingymajig tomorrow..

its because he already got all the encouragement he needed today

*WINK WINK* heeheee....JOKE...

i LOVE YOU BABY BLUE TURTLE!!

i don't see what's wrong to display my affection for my turtle so publicly..

so deal with it..=]

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if i'm NOT lazy..=D

and i also MIGHT...MIGHT sell off some of my clothes on selltrade..

cause i'm kinda broke.XD!!

so stick around to find out okay?

XOXO

like a rebel..the more you pull..the more i push..

just a couple of silly things we like to do...

was at yingz house the other day to help ching sell some of her things..
and obviously we were kinda bored..

so armed with a camera..
we did what we do best..

enjoy!
ps. u haf to look sideways...what to do..bad camerawoman..*coughsarahcough*..heehee


this one has a scene of me trying to kinda rape ying xian..lol..


this is of sarah and her 'community work'



make sure u take a good look at chings bootylicious sarah!

XOXO

torn in between the two

oh my god...
its OVER...

FINALLY!

TRIALS is OVER!
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WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

time to let my hair down and run wild!!!
WHOOOHOOO!!!

i've been so stressed up lately..its as if i haf a stick shoved up my butt for the past month..

no turtle..i meant it figuratively..
u wish it was true don't u?
sick boy...

so as i was saying..that stick has been REMOVED!!
*this sound so WRONG*

and it feels SO gOOD...

now all i have to wait for is for turtle to get his license..
then i'll have my sexy lil chaffeur driving me around!

heeheee!!!

XOXO